This month, Amazonias, my webshop with digital about dominant and tall female bodybuidlers, is ten years old. Back when I started, I'd never thought that one day this would be my sole income. It's been quite a ride. I've experimented a lot, improved the quality of my work with every comic I made, and I'm still enjoying the work. I'm just over 50 now.
What does the future hold? Dog willing, I’m still planning to do this for quite some time. The main factors that sabotage this plan are: my health (I’ve got some back and other pains), decreasing income (putting my content online illegally: I’m looking at you). And libido, I guess. It’s bound to decline at some point, and I don’t get inspired without it. Other than that, I have lots and lots of ideas for future comics and series, probably more than I will have time for to do.
I was aware of my fetish from the early age of six - back then it translated to getting actually aroused (at that age, yes) by losing at playfights from girls. Along the way, I discovered that I was submissive, and after I saw it on tv, came the fascination with female muscle. It was my big secret for a long time (and almost none of my real life friends know about it). For a long time I suffered from this, not knowing what was “wrong” with me, but feeling different from everyone else, sometimes fearing I would go to hell. Twelve years ago I discovered that I could draw out my fantasies with software - I’m still grateful for the people at the amazonlove forum for encouraging me in my first attempts. For two years I posted there, without making any money out of it, despairing about the time I put into this - it seemed an addiction. Things changed after I went to a therapist, who told me there was nothing wrong with this. I talked to my girlfriend, and she was okay with it too. And so I started my shop.
Today I’m largely in peace with having this fetish (or obsession), and I’m grateful that I was able to do something useful with it. I don’t have children, and I’m giving a good part of the money I make to charity - and all the money I won’t spend before I die will end up there.
I’d like to thank all my customers for buying my stories. It’s thanks to you that I can do this. Also thanks to all the musclewomen out there (I don’t think they’re reading this but you never know) for the inspiration you gave me!
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Several customers have alerted me to the fact that they have problems logging in to the store. I have removed the captcha protection. As a consequence, it's possible that the system will tell you your password is not safe enough, and in that case you may have to set a new password.
If you still would run into problems, please contact me at info at amazonias dot net.
